Heyyy Kings & Queens

What’s up Kings and Queens!

Man oh man I don’t know where to start and this post has supposed to be in the works for a long time. I brought it up at the top of the year and now we are here in the fifth month of the year. No better time than the present right!

Lately I have been feeling kinda stuck in my creativity and business. I know all times are not sunshine and rainbows, but I’ve been feeling like this for awhile now since I graduated with my master’s degree actually. A little back story in that I ended up graduating with only one of the degrees I thought I was receiving. I thought I was getting two degrees and ended up with only one with a specialization. That really sent me in a dark place of blame, shame, embarrassment, and just negative emotions. From there I felt like where do I go from here. I felt like I was lying telling people that I had two degrees and only ended up with one, I felt embarrassed that it was my fault that I didn’t do the best research when I had a meeting with the person over my department and made it clear that I wanted those two degrees. Unfortunately he passed away the semester before I received my degree and he was the only one that I had that conversation with. So I just felt mad stuck after that with all those emotions just circulating in my mind. Then having to deal with my job at the time and where I worked was flooded due to the hurricane, so I was basically floating for a couple of months just doing whatever to help others and not really getting what was mine or I deserved.

Fast forward to now, I quit that job because it did not serve me any longer and I was not getting what I deserved in the end game. I would say for anyone that may be reading this, know your worth and stick to it. I have been through 10 different jobs, since I have been in the workforce about 7 years. I try my best at every job and end up in various situations in life that I have to leave for my own mental health, and bettering of myself. It’s okay to leave situations for the better of yourself. Trials are going to come regardless and I choose to go through them while putting myself first before any job. Jobs will come and go, they will hire someone if you quit, and God forbid you pass away. So make sure whatever you are doing it is purposeful and passion filled.

Peace and blessings Kings and Queens!

One love ❤️‍🔥